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Monday, November 28, 2011

Roo was put to Rest today

I knew when I looked at him this morning that today was his last day, he looked defeated. I called Dr. Peggy's clinic and they didn't hesitate, we went right in. I had Roo wrapped in his blanket not in his carrier and I held him as Dr. Peggy made it all better. I will not soon forget the look on Dr. Peggy's face but I know I will cherish that look always. Her look told me that she understood, that it hurt her too and it made all the difference in the world.

Roo died in my arms.

Tonight Roo is buried in his grave underneath two oak trees in my garden, this is the first time he has been outside since he came here and it hurts my heart leaving him out there but I know this is his resting place, it just hurts.

I miss you Roo, I so miss you.
Friday, November 25, 2011

Mikey's 3rd Homepage Feature on Redbubble...

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

When People Show You Who They Are....

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Playground Textures

My Playground textures are 3888x2592.
They are made from real photographs
and then processed in CS3.
As always they are FREE to download and use as you wish.
Just don't claim them as your own.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

I just want to be the only girl

Would you walk to the edge of the ocean just to fill my jar with sand
Just in case I get the notion
To let it run through my hand, let it run through my hand

Well, I don't want the whole world, the sun and moon and all their light I just want to be the only girl, You love all your life, you love all your life

Would you catch a couple thousand fireflies, put them in a lamp to light my world, all dressed up in tux and bow tie hand delivered to a lonely girl, to a lonely, lonely girl.

Well, I don't want the whole world
The sun and moon and all their light
I just want to be the only girl, You love all your life
You love all your life

Free Assorted Textures

I have been so out of it lately with my kitty Roo being sick that I haven't even been able to focus on anything creative. I did manage these though, an assorted bunch. LOL

As always, they are free to download and use as you wish, no need to credit me just don't claim them as your own.

Download Assorted Textures Here
Tuesday, November 8, 2011

So Much More

Being a mother is so much more than I ever knew before I actually became one. When we think of being a mommy while we are younger, we never really see past the fairytale that we have imagined in our minds.

My Fairytale didn’t include worry, stress, anxiety, fear, heartbreak and never really sleeping again.

My mom just made it all look so easy, I know now though that it was never easy.

But with this life that is no Fairytale I also never imagined how much I could love another human being. How seeing her smile could make my day and hearing her laugh would touch my heart. I didn’t realize that the hugs from my child would feel so good or that scribbling on a piece of paper that a child says is just for you…could mean so much.

And most of all…I never imagined the pride…yes, the feeling of being so proud of your child that you feel like you are going to just start screaming at the top of your lungs
“This beautiful, wonderful little girl is MINE”

She is mine and her name is Haley and I am so proud of the little person that she has become. Seeing her now, going to school, interacting with her friends, embracing responsibility and enjoying all that she is learning during this new chapter in her life makes me just want to start jumping up and down like a crazy person because she is such a joy and I am so blessed and so grateful that I get to be her mother.

She is so much more than any fairytale could be.